Feacturing Aileen Garoutte
This blog (UFOexperiences) has been created to inform the public about the UFO subject. It also contains peripheral phenomena. Created by Aileen Garoutte, previously Director of The UFO Contact Center International.
28 March, 2005
DR. ALICIA FLOWERS - PART 1 OF 2
It was the spring of 1977. We had just started a
college on the Russian River in California and I was part of the
administration. My husband and I lived in Oakland and I commuted for three days
a week to the college, and consequently spent three nights alone in the forest
where the campus was located.
At the time I was writing my dissertation, partially
inspired by the works of Wilhelm Reich. I got a lead on a book that followed
Reich's mention of flying saucers. Up until that time I had no interest in
flying saucers except for a short time when I was 11 years old and a girlfriend
and I had collected newspaper articles on the topic.
I was reading The Cosmic Pulse of Life by Trevor
Constable alone in the administration building where I spent the night. The
book was astounding to me - I got chills reading it. It was about 9 p.m., way
before my regular bedtime of 12 a.m. or so. Suddenly I felt myself going into a
tranceline state, where I felt completely paralyzed. I could not force myself
to move and felt some alarm.
The next thing I knew it appeared that I was being
lifted through the ceiling, through some intense golden light. I saw some
little Beings about 4 feet tall. I was placed on a slab and was being examind.
A huge 7 foot tall Being with alligator skin and webbed hands was touching me
much to my terror. He passed a long needle through my navel, but there was no
pain.
The next scene I recovered through hypnosis. I was in
a crowded country - perhaps India, and as within the consciousness, in the body
of a thin nervous woman who was very quick in thinking and even in metabolism
so that I felt uncomfortable. She apprently was into some kind of intrigue
where she had to watch everything she did. I got the sense of some underground
movement or spying or something like that. She was in a crowded bar and some
very powerful and dangerous men were hauling off one of her colleagues. Her
thoughts were that she was running out of resources - financial as well as
sheer physical energy and that she wanted to give up. But when she saw her
friend hauled away she knew she had to push on.
All of this experience is not completely recovered
because it lasted 14 hours. But under hypnosis I recall that they were
discussing my dissertation and saying I was on the right track. It was about a
cure for cancer. The last thing I remember was laughter which under hypnosis
was friendly. But in my memory, because I was so terrified of the expereince, I
thought it to be menacing.
Immediately after this I tried to forget the
experience. I thought I had gone crazy. I knew it wasn't a dream because for
one thing I bled from the navel for three days after the experience. My husband
can verify this.
Oddly enough following this encounter I found the
strength to leave my husband and move back to the South where I had a powerful
intuition to return that I had been struggling to ignore. In later years I came
to regard the out of body experience with the woman, to me a kind of
"play" to describe myself to me. I was running out of personal
resources in California and was in the wrong place at the wrong time so to
speak. The South always has been the right place for me.
Most of my fright centered around the large green
creature. He had legs like a human, long and powerfully muscled, but his upper
half was hideous to behold, except for his eyes which were a beautiful gold
color and filled with love and compassion. He had green scales rather large - 2
inches wide - and a very long nose reminiscent of an elephant. But he appeared
amphibious like an alligator. I learned later that he was very loving, that he
was the leader of the ship and most shocking of all, that he had been my
husband in a time before this life.
Indeed before this experience was over (which lasted 3
years) I made love to him. My boyfriend was a very loving and open man and
often when we were making love Tayra came through his body. I remember one
especially tender night when at the end J. rested his head on my right shoulder
and Tayra on my left.
My first contact with the aliens enabled me to finally
leave California and to leave my husband whom I did love but with whom I was
not getting along. I had felt such an urgency to return to my chosen Georgia
with her beautiful forests, but had been conflicted about leaving him.
I was so frightened by the experience that I did all I
could to try to forget it. After a few months in Georgia I began having some
very disturbing experiences at night. While I could see nothing, I sensed the
presence of little Beings entering my bedroom. I was terrified and feared that
I was going crazy. This went on for two months. Finally I said to them,
"If you are real, send me a sign." And they did. One night I sensed
them to my left. It was about 3:00 a.m., the usual time of night they entered.
Just as I sensed them my boyfriend sat bolt upright in bed and yelled
"What was that?" looking exactly where I sensed them to be.
I was galvanized into action following that. I bought
every second hand book on UFOs that I could find. In the middle of one book was
Leo Sprinkle's name, bless him, and I flew to meet him, although I could ill
afford the trip. He assured me that they "send the little ones" when
you don't pay attention to the original experience. He hypnotized me and
recovered the first experience in its entirety.
DR ALICIA FLOWERS Part 2 - Part 3 will be next
At a conference, I met another hypnotist and traveled
to Florida to meet him for further hypnosis. As we were going deeper into
trance, suddenly the voice of Tayra, the 7 foot, green, amphibian creature came
through. And he was crying as he spoke to me. He said he was a leader on his
planet and the Captain of a star ship. He said that I was his beloved wife. As
he spoke I saw a chamber with my body in it - frozen by cryonics. He would
stand beside the glass doors, missing me and wishing I could return to him. He
said we lived on our planet for 1,000 years and I had agreed to come to earth
to help people here. He had some anger at the way I had been treated in my
childhood, saying - "I want her back. I gave her to you to help you and
all you could do was hurt her." He later said that at times he had stepped
in to prevent my death during my childhood. I do recall bleeding at the navel
for 2 or 3 days when I was 5 or 6 years old and have thought this came from a
similar abduction and examination but have no recall of the event. And through
hypnosis I have recovered his holding me in infancy. Coming into my room
rocking me and softly crying.
Whenever I have seen him, the air around him is filled with love and compassion. The impression I get is as if a golden fluid had filled the room. There is a great warmth and feeling. In fact, his people are brilliant. They are scientists of a sort, yet they are also deeply connected with their own emotions. There is a childlike air to them, accompanying a sharp intellect as well.
For a three year period I was taken up into the ships almost every other night. At times I received treatment. Once a black box was placed at my feet and another placed at my head. A blue, lightening-like spark passed through my body. I was told I was receiving treatment for hepatitis - something I never knew I had. I got myself tested and found there were indeed antibodies to hepatitis.
Once I was taken up and shown treatment given to one of the little creatures. He was lying on a slab and an instrument was placed on his solar plexus. A chart appeared in the wall showing the flow of energy through his body as if it were a river of light. His disease state had been brought on by an incorrect flow of energy through the core of his body - like Kundalini energy. The instrument was placed in the middle and "wheels" on the sides of it, spin the Kundalini correctly.
I have since thought that colored gems were placed in the middle of the instrument depending on treatment, but I am not sure.
On that visit I was fascinated by the treatment but happened to look up. Immediately, the huge expanse of the ship took my breath away. It must have been miles long. I panicked and the Being brushed his hands over my forehead and said - "You are so fearful, my child." Immediately, the fear left me. This Being was short - about 5 feet tall, with a pointed face of a pale uniform silvery color.
On another occasion I was led by a creature in a flowing black robe to a structure seemingly made of marble - it was made of some smooth, polished stone. Like an altar; a truncated pyramid. It was black. He stretched me out, spread eagle on the surface and I do not know what happened then because he said that I would not recall the ritual in it's entirety. He said I had experienced the first initiation and there was a feeling of celebration afterwards.
On several occasions I felt like I was taken to my planet of origin for a social visit. I saw a beautiful, forested planet much like Georgia. Houses were low structures built to blend in with the forest structurally, but bright white in color. There were no roads and nothing to mar nature. Inside I noticed a golden glow in what I called the fireplace - it was explained to me that these were "crystals" which were really plant forms growing on the planet. They were translucent and seemingly filled with a gel-like or cream liquid substance. The membrane on top of the crystal was thick, yet pliable and the liquid underneath moved when the membrane was touched, they were different in size yet grew to about 10 feet. These were used as energy sources for both homes and space ships.
In order for the "crytals" in the space ship to work, there must be a mental connection with them. They are alive and a joining of consiousness with them is necessary. It was explained to me that all living things on this planet are connected to each other. There is not a hierarchy of beings from "animals" to "humans" but rather a sense of respect for all living things. Although there are leaders or captains of ships, orders are given and followed for the common good of all. Beings of lesser intelligence are treated with love and are listened to by leaders for their contributions.
On this social visit Tayra and I visited with another couple who were our closest friends. The male's name was Gel. We were outside standing around a crystal, like being near a campfire. We were relaxed and in such harmony with each other, minds and hearts joined in pure friendship. I have been told that at my death Tayra will come for my soul. He said the soul has a form, shaped like an egg. He will take me back home where I can join him again. And when I am finished with all of my lives, he and I will ascend with our souls joined together.
Whenever I have seen him, the air around him is filled with love and compassion. The impression I get is as if a golden fluid had filled the room. There is a great warmth and feeling. In fact, his people are brilliant. They are scientists of a sort, yet they are also deeply connected with their own emotions. There is a childlike air to them, accompanying a sharp intellect as well.
For a three year period I was taken up into the ships almost every other night. At times I received treatment. Once a black box was placed at my feet and another placed at my head. A blue, lightening-like spark passed through my body. I was told I was receiving treatment for hepatitis - something I never knew I had. I got myself tested and found there were indeed antibodies to hepatitis.
Once I was taken up and shown treatment given to one of the little creatures. He was lying on a slab and an instrument was placed on his solar plexus. A chart appeared in the wall showing the flow of energy through his body as if it were a river of light. His disease state had been brought on by an incorrect flow of energy through the core of his body - like Kundalini energy. The instrument was placed in the middle and "wheels" on the sides of it, spin the Kundalini correctly.
I have since thought that colored gems were placed in the middle of the instrument depending on treatment, but I am not sure.
On that visit I was fascinated by the treatment but happened to look up. Immediately, the huge expanse of the ship took my breath away. It must have been miles long. I panicked and the Being brushed his hands over my forehead and said - "You are so fearful, my child." Immediately, the fear left me. This Being was short - about 5 feet tall, with a pointed face of a pale uniform silvery color.
On another occasion I was led by a creature in a flowing black robe to a structure seemingly made of marble - it was made of some smooth, polished stone. Like an altar; a truncated pyramid. It was black. He stretched me out, spread eagle on the surface and I do not know what happened then because he said that I would not recall the ritual in it's entirety. He said I had experienced the first initiation and there was a feeling of celebration afterwards.
On several occasions I felt like I was taken to my planet of origin for a social visit. I saw a beautiful, forested planet much like Georgia. Houses were low structures built to blend in with the forest structurally, but bright white in color. There were no roads and nothing to mar nature. Inside I noticed a golden glow in what I called the fireplace - it was explained to me that these were "crystals" which were really plant forms growing on the planet. They were translucent and seemingly filled with a gel-like or cream liquid substance. The membrane on top of the crystal was thick, yet pliable and the liquid underneath moved when the membrane was touched, they were different in size yet grew to about 10 feet. These were used as energy sources for both homes and space ships.
In order for the "crytals" in the space ship to work, there must be a mental connection with them. They are alive and a joining of consiousness with them is necessary. It was explained to me that all living things on this planet are connected to each other. There is not a hierarchy of beings from "animals" to "humans" but rather a sense of respect for all living things. Although there are leaders or captains of ships, orders are given and followed for the common good of all. Beings of lesser intelligence are treated with love and are listened to by leaders for their contributions.
On this social visit Tayra and I visited with another couple who were our closest friends. The male's name was Gel. We were outside standing around a crystal, like being near a campfire. We were relaxed and in such harmony with each other, minds and hearts joined in pure friendship. I have been told that at my death Tayra will come for my soul. He said the soul has a form, shaped like an egg. He will take me back home where I can join him again. And when I am finished with all of my lives, he and I will ascend with our souls joined together.
posted by Aileen @ 7:06 PM
Often I have felt that I did not belong here. I have
felt myself to be so different from most other humans. Although I am
intellectual, I am also an emotional person capable of deep love and devotion
and vulnerability. I feel so out of place here among people who are
tough-minded or strictly left-brained and logical. There has always been a
great yearning to "go home" but I never knew where home was.
Through hypnosis I have found that I was picked up at age 11 when I got a message to "study hard" (which I did). The Beings who picked me up were childlike and cute and treated me as if I were a revered person. One's name was Heltop. They were pinkish in color with large black eyes and teddy bear ears. Their bodies were thin and smaller to their heads in proportion. Their noses were small and pointed. The visit seemed like a pelasure trip. The ship they were in I was told later was a small scout ship. It could not have been larger than 20 feet. I was impressed by their vulnerability, childlikeness and lovingness.
As I said before I was taken up in the ship intensively for a 3 year period while I was deeply in love. I often got images of being in a classroom, studying intensely. I have had images of surgery on my brain and have seen others on surgical tables being operated on at the same time.
One event disturbed my connection with the Aetherians. While I was with the man I loved so deeply we were having some problems but they were not insurmountable. Tayra told me there was another man I was supposed to meet. I was to travel to find him during one summer. At the time I could not afford such a trip (the cost was $1,200). I told him it was impossible but he said - "You will be repaid 5 fold." I went. That month $5,000 came to me - paid by people who owed me money - most of which I had given up on. I had never made that much before. Tayra also told me I would never again have to worry about money and that has been so.
I met an engineer at a New Age Physics conference. Tayra told me that he was the one and that we were to be married. He was in Denver and I in the South and while we were separated we both woke up one morning seeing a reddish-purple light. He and I both remembered a metal plate embedded in the ground at the edge of a canyon (looked like the Gand Canyon with reddish, gray colored boulders). He did not recall the rest, but I remembered seeing about ten people participating in a strange experience. We were wrapped in strips of cloth like mummies and we were levitated down the canyon in a purple light. I had a momentary panic that I could not breathe through the cloth but realized that none of us were breathing. We were in a trance where breathing was not necessary. I could not recall what happend at the end of the canyon but was told, "This is the second initiation. You are now married to each other."
The day of my wedding after "A" joined me in Georgia, I did not want to go through with it, but Tayra insisted. He said we had work to do together. In fact, "A" is an engineer and together we did channel material from the space beings, but we feel like none of this should be revealed now. The marriage was a total disaster. Although we had spiritual connections to each other, that is to say we were both completely open to intuitive thinking and to creative uses of new age physics, our emotional connection was almost non-existent. Physically I have a great deal of energy and vitality but I got very sick during this marriage. I almost died. I became very angry at Tayra for exerting so much control over my life - insisting I do something against my deepest intuition. And I severed the relationship with the space beings. I have heard of several "arranged" marriages like this one among contactees that were a true disaster. Perhaps there is something they want done that cannot be avoided. I feel like we accomplished nothing and both people experienced a great deal of unnecessary pain. Never again will I give over control of my life to another Being like that.
Although I have refused any more contact - it has been over 2 years - at times I have heard Tayra say "He's coming. Do not be concerned." Unlike other humans, I have a special need for a mate. It is as if I am a twin soul. I am not complete without my male cuonterpart. Although I work about a 70 hour week - am energetic and very good at what I do, when I do not have a mate it is as if I start to fade away. When I have a mate I love, he is the most important thing in my life. I am devoted and adoring and I live for loving him.
I was so angry about this experience that when I would hear "He's coming." I'd say, "get away from me. I don't trust you any more."
Actually, Tayra was right. My mate was waiting for me. He is much like me, highly functioning but yet vulnerable, loving and devoted. But what is remarakbe about our experience is he has known nothing about metaphysical experiences yet about 3 months before meeting me he was taking a shower one morning and felt-saw a huge 7 foot Being in the room. The Being's name is Hemo. He had encountered him earlier in his life. It was so disconcerting, that he told the Being to leave him alone. He got no recalled messages from Hemo, but I wonder if he is not of the same race as Tayra.
Through hypnosis I have found that I was picked up at age 11 when I got a message to "study hard" (which I did). The Beings who picked me up were childlike and cute and treated me as if I were a revered person. One's name was Heltop. They were pinkish in color with large black eyes and teddy bear ears. Their bodies were thin and smaller to their heads in proportion. Their noses were small and pointed. The visit seemed like a pelasure trip. The ship they were in I was told later was a small scout ship. It could not have been larger than 20 feet. I was impressed by their vulnerability, childlikeness and lovingness.
As I said before I was taken up in the ship intensively for a 3 year period while I was deeply in love. I often got images of being in a classroom, studying intensely. I have had images of surgery on my brain and have seen others on surgical tables being operated on at the same time.
One event disturbed my connection with the Aetherians. While I was with the man I loved so deeply we were having some problems but they were not insurmountable. Tayra told me there was another man I was supposed to meet. I was to travel to find him during one summer. At the time I could not afford such a trip (the cost was $1,200). I told him it was impossible but he said - "You will be repaid 5 fold." I went. That month $5,000 came to me - paid by people who owed me money - most of which I had given up on. I had never made that much before. Tayra also told me I would never again have to worry about money and that has been so.
I met an engineer at a New Age Physics conference. Tayra told me that he was the one and that we were to be married. He was in Denver and I in the South and while we were separated we both woke up one morning seeing a reddish-purple light. He and I both remembered a metal plate embedded in the ground at the edge of a canyon (looked like the Gand Canyon with reddish, gray colored boulders). He did not recall the rest, but I remembered seeing about ten people participating in a strange experience. We were wrapped in strips of cloth like mummies and we were levitated down the canyon in a purple light. I had a momentary panic that I could not breathe through the cloth but realized that none of us were breathing. We were in a trance where breathing was not necessary. I could not recall what happend at the end of the canyon but was told, "This is the second initiation. You are now married to each other."
The day of my wedding after "A" joined me in Georgia, I did not want to go through with it, but Tayra insisted. He said we had work to do together. In fact, "A" is an engineer and together we did channel material from the space beings, but we feel like none of this should be revealed now. The marriage was a total disaster. Although we had spiritual connections to each other, that is to say we were both completely open to intuitive thinking and to creative uses of new age physics, our emotional connection was almost non-existent. Physically I have a great deal of energy and vitality but I got very sick during this marriage. I almost died. I became very angry at Tayra for exerting so much control over my life - insisting I do something against my deepest intuition. And I severed the relationship with the space beings. I have heard of several "arranged" marriages like this one among contactees that were a true disaster. Perhaps there is something they want done that cannot be avoided. I feel like we accomplished nothing and both people experienced a great deal of unnecessary pain. Never again will I give over control of my life to another Being like that.
Although I have refused any more contact - it has been over 2 years - at times I have heard Tayra say "He's coming. Do not be concerned." Unlike other humans, I have a special need for a mate. It is as if I am a twin soul. I am not complete without my male cuonterpart. Although I work about a 70 hour week - am energetic and very good at what I do, when I do not have a mate it is as if I start to fade away. When I have a mate I love, he is the most important thing in my life. I am devoted and adoring and I live for loving him.
I was so angry about this experience that when I would hear "He's coming." I'd say, "get away from me. I don't trust you any more."
Actually, Tayra was right. My mate was waiting for me. He is much like me, highly functioning but yet vulnerable, loving and devoted. But what is remarakbe about our experience is he has known nothing about metaphysical experiences yet about 3 months before meeting me he was taking a shower one morning and felt-saw a huge 7 foot Being in the room. The Being's name is Hemo. He had encountered him earlier in his life. It was so disconcerting, that he told the Being to leave him alone. He got no recalled messages from Hemo, but I wonder if he is not of the same race as Tayra.
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